| an infinite number of ways it could go wrong
and has
transcribed for the last time
until the next time
until the next time
floating just above the surface now
in reflection i find the water moving
i am teathered to the same place
the surface rises and i begin to drown again
almost out of breath i know it'll fall again
but maybe this time i'll run out of air. |
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| Taunting a pacified beast is no game. Wading through a pool of calculations, it stirs. Intriguing gestures. With a simple tilt of her head caused by electrons and synapses firing, she brings it to its knees. Submicroscopic particles, zigzagging their way around. What is love but chemicals never considered? |
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| today I threw my words away
yesterday I realized I hate open spaces
tomorrow I’ll waste some time
never leave these glowing familiar faces
strap on your groovy snowshoes
prime the detonating fuse
all the greats are dead
but it was fun for a while
or was it a waste of time?
all my heroes have quit
they killed themselves every night |
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| “Drove back to town this mornin’ with workin’ on my mind, I thought I might be quittin’ thought of leavin’ it behind, went back to bed this morning, and as I’m pullin’ down the blinds, yeah the sky was dull and hypothetical and falling one cloud at a time”
Ok, I can stand the fact you were an asshole in high school and still to this very day. But when you skip one of my favorite songs when I’m quietly groovin’, that just makes me want to punch you the fuck out, push you through that window, kick you to a bloody corpse, and spit on your remains. I’m not a violent person, but tonight I wanted to fuck somebody up. Jesus fucking Christ, why don’t I listen to myself, I knew what was going to happen, I knew it wouldn’t work out, yet I went anyway. I’m finding little justices to the night, but over all I’m feeling shitty. Why the fuck can’t it work out? |
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It may be 4hours late, but happy St. Patrick’s day. Green beer is good, and conversation with friends is good. I’m so glad I took off from work early. |
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